Without even trying.

Friday, May 13, 2005

Emo post.

Okay, I'm going to blog and be kind of depressed for a moment. For those of you that are going to accuse me of turning my blog into an sterotypical emo blog, please keep in mind that a precident has already been set.

After my first year of living away from home I am back in Warsaw. And it is boring. With the exception of my dear friend, and future roommate Jon Chalmers, all my friends have moved away. Warsaw, while quaint and a nice place to live, is not known for having anything fun to do. And I don't know if its a result of the major shakeups in my life, something on their end, or just me growing up, but I feel out of place here. I don't want to be here. This doesn't really feel like home now which means that I don't know where mine is.

On the bright side, my brother comes home next week and I'll be busy working and taking classes then. I am going to be going to New York City for the first time ever next week. I got my grades today and they were up from last semester, despite this one seeming a bit tougher. And thanks to some brainstorming with Mo, I've got some great ideas for a whole slew of Beatnik Squad strips. So why am I so down?

I'm sure it'll pass in the days to come. Thanks for reading if you made it this far. You don't need to leave a reassuring comment, I just needed to vent.